Will this ever end?

Fat Chick, 27 June 2016, Chew On This
Categories: Just a Fat Chick, Psychology of a Fat Chick

A little over seven years ago I started this blog.  It’s been a journey, I can’t say it’s always been a good journey but it’s been a journey.  I remember sitting in my apartment six years ago writing posts on my blog and here I am, seven years later and still the fat chick.  A year ago I restarted this journey with a new motivation from my doctor — breast reduction!!  You’d think that would have been motivation enough (and it was, for the first 30 pounds) but it’s still not enough.   What is?  But, I have made progress.  I lost 30 pounds then met with the surgeon, who said I need to lose another 20 if I want the insurance company to pay for this — which isn’t really a question because the surgery won’t happen without them. Unfortunately, everything basically stopped there.  I’m trying to keep myself positive — I am down two pant sizes, I haven’t really gained anything since I met the surgeon all those months ago.  But, the weight loss — yeah, it’s stopped. 

The other day I was looking back and times that I was motivated and successful to see if there was something else I could do to get myself back on track. I remembered this blog and that I actually liked journaling my story so I thought I’d try it again.  I need to get some sort of routine going again, along with some accountability so here we are.

But, I have been going to the gym (you can stop the world — that shocks me to say that).  I hired a personal trainer and even though he wants me going more I am there two days a week every week meeting with him.  Most of the time it’s pure he’ll but I go willingly and I walk out proud of myself for having accomplished what I did so I consider that a win. 

Anyway, I’m putting this out there.  I’m going to do this.  I’m going to make it happen.  These TATAS have to go!  So, I’m going to try the blogging route again.  It helped before.  I was able to vent and to share my successes with the interworld that supported me (and that I could block if I didn’t like what you have to say).  So, here goes…..

Today, is a psychological day.  I psychologically need to get back in the groove and figure myself out.  So, I think I’ll take a nap (which is all I ever seem to do anyway) and then figure things out. 

Till later….

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