Some days you just wonder

Fat Chick, 28 December 2013, Chew On This
Categories: Just a Fat Chick, Psychology of a Fat Chick

I’m not going to lie, the past couple of years have been hell. I’ve struggled, a lot, and I really wish I could just get past the funk. Don’t get me wrong, every day hasn’t been hellish, there have been some good, but all-in-all pretty much hell on so many levels – physical, emotional, spiritual, professional, economical (are there any other “als” because probably those as well). I’ve been slowly attempting to work on some of these but at times it feels like 3 steps forward and 30 steps back. I am determined to work on the physical at this time and continue working on the spiritual. So, here I am once again overweight, unhealthy and unhappy. I can honestly say that the only time I successfully worked on my health was when I was consistent with this blog so I’m determined to see if it will help again.

I have some motivators at this time. I guess I’ll put them in writing.

1. I’m turning 40 in a little more than two months. I’m not happy about that but it’s a fact I can’t change.
2. I’m planning on seeing a friend I haven’t seen in probably twenty years in a little more than a month.
3. We’re having a 25 year Junior High School reunion (don’t ask) next summer and I kind of want to go.
4. Mostly, though, I’m just tired of feeling like shit.

So, there you have it. Hopefully I can look this thing in the eye, flip my nose at it and take back some control.

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