It’s calling my name. It’s telling me really bad things. Sigh.
I’m really not having a very good day today. I think a little bit of a depression is setting in due to no reason other than that’s what happens to me from time to time. It probably also has to do with my monthly visitor coming.
I want so bad to stuff my face right now. Really. I keep hearing the scale telling me: “You’re fat”, “Come here, I’ll show you that you’re a failure”, “You’ll never succeed at this so why are you trying”. I’m not giving in to this.
My mind keeps trying to justify that it would be OK to get on the scale because it would show me the truth. But, I vowed to NOT get on the scale until next Monday. I really thing that in the long run that’s what’s best for me. So, I will NOT give in.
Luckily I’m leaving in a few minutes to go get my hair colored so I won’t be able to hear that stupid scale yelling it’s put downs to me any more.
Does your scale mock you? What does it say? How do you get past it? Seriously, I need some help here friends (in more ways than one).
